Life.....rant by someone....me

In life we often float, encapsulating what we decide are good moments and memories. We may walk outside on a windy day to discover leaves blowing across pavement has a marvelous sound to it, or the way a certain tree sways with the breeze appears completely interesting in a subtle way. Sometimes we struggle so hard to find what we hold so dear to us, only to reveal that we feel betrayed and have been misled. Who could deny two beautiful crying eyes? Only a Nazi in a death camp, or someone completely indifferent. Sometimes we find it so easy to get lost within things. We get so lost, that sometimes, it takes something horrible to bring us back. And sometimes, when we're lucky, something great. Only there to show us what we truly care about. I think why some people overreact and why some people react adversely to things that happen to them is because there is such honesty in these things that we get lost in. Such complete honesty. We always tend to believe that what we as individuals mean so much, only to be told that groups are what is important. Perhaps I'm wrong in saying no. Individuals in groups incite madness. If one INDIVIDUAL goes on a tangent, the group mentality makes it almost 3 times as possible for another to get outlandish ideas and follow through with them. Kinda of like a mosh pit, everything is kosher until the first guy throws a punch. I think it takes something as plain and bland as the internet to do away with this, because in actuality people are different when it comes to text. It may be their real selves, or it may be plagiarism, but people change. Another part of them emerges, to the point that even groups on the internet have individuals whom discriminate themselves from thousands. In this world everything is unknown to us and we pretend that we really understand it all. The world's leading psychologists don't even know what parts of our brains do, therefore how can we expect to truly know ourselves, we don't even know our bodies. Some say that science can only go so far and then comes god, but i believe that science can only go so far and then comes intellect. So the next time you ever commit an action, experience any emotion, or simply breath, just remember that each moment is just a place, a time, and a fading existence of what you now know. "Claiming something unknown merely assures and provides undeniable proof of it's presence." - Corey McLauchlin


Feb 11, 2005